Sigh.

It feels as if everything is happening at once to me, and the deadline is October 5.

I hope i can make it through this all, while maintaining a level head with compassion. I pray i can become the person i am on the inside, and make it show on the outside.

and i wish he wasn't so full of bullshit that he'd realize something it wrong.


sorry it's short.
i just have so much on my mind, that i don't want to face.